Wednesday, January 20, 2010

A continued battle... Life

The day I stepped out of my house, the corridor of comforts ended; I knew life is going to be tough. Life places obstacles at every move that you make and it is very well said that "Obstacles in life are not to be boggled at but to be surmounted."
Every person in his/her life faces struggles, you can't say I don't wanna fight anymore until you are alive. The good thing is that you don't have to go through this battle alone. In your childhood, you have your parents; in youth your friends and then you get the option to choose your soulmate(wooh that word in itself says a lot). I look at my dad and feel how incomplete he would have been had he not found mom, how he would have faced the world without her at his side. I look at my nana-nani and feel what a support they had been to each other, the courage that they had facing all the hardships of life and now they are past their golden age by over a decade but still they have not given up. My nana-nani still work round the clock without complains and say sitting idle rusts their body and mind. I took my life's lessons from them.
I want to be someone and for that I had to begin the battle of life early but I missed on it. I had some negative outcomes. God gave me another chance, he gave me a new beginning and now I cannot give up. I have to move on and fight and have faith, I'll have to lit the fire that will brighten the dark nights. Things are still uncertain, I have no hand to hold but I'll overcome the pain in my heart until I have this vision to move on.
Life is a continued battle for me and I'll fight with all my strength and enjoy the little moments of triumph that come by my side but I won't give up and I won't even die....

Monday, January 4, 2010

The Mirror Smiles!!!!


"My days are all so brightened, My dreams are all so sweet. When I look at the face in the mirror, The face in the mirror smiles at Me."

I am just a one me who still is looking at the world with surprise. The One who has just few ambitions, the One who has just few dreams; the One who can fall down, get hurt, cry and ask God why. My ambitions and my dreams may be termed as trivial or overblown by some, but those are my dreams, my ambitions and to me they are everything.

The New Year has arrived bringing new fragrance in my life.
God has come to me in a special way to tell me that you are my child.
He has absolved me of all my sins, He has exonerated me from all my lies.
He has told me that I love you and I like you the way you are.
I was afraid of facing the mirror before, the face in the mirror was all so wry.
But when I look at the mirror today, the face in the mirror SMILES!!!!